The SCOPE of what I am doing makes me feel like I should get an AWARD at the end of this journey. I sometimes BLINK in shock at the piles, the lists, the level of detail, and, at the same time, the need to hold the whole. I find it best not to FIGHT it, for that would only get me into TIZZY. And that would not help anyone. And so, I keep moving forward, teetering and tottering, but mostly managing to stay upright. 

Georg’ann

Started day FLUID, 
pouring myself fully
into dry creek beds. 
IRONY to be flooded
by day’s end. Wishing
for my departed KITTY. 
She could calm a TIZZY.
Can almost conjure her
spirit. Now simply sad.

Heather